So I’m trying to decide whether or not it’s a good idea to change my work schedule from 6-2:30 for the summer. Getting up at 4am and being dead tired at 9pm sucks. But its so freaking hot ,I’d rather sit in traffic while its cooler. I also want to start going to the gym again and I hate going after 4 that’s when it starts getting packed. Not to mention the workday seems to go faster. Well most of the time. I don’t know………..

Anyway. Here’s a meme.

 Comment on this post and I will choose seven interests from your profile. You will then explain what they mean and why you are interested in them. Post this along with your answers in your own journal so that others can play along

jbangelo

 So instead of being holed up in my room for an epic weekend of doing absolutely nothing, I was forced to come out of my cave and hang out with out of town relatives. I mean I love them and all. But...i needed this weekend.  So yeah..."forced family fun time" weekend. Fun.

I finally get back here today and what the first thing I see? The fuckery that is the first chapter of Breaking Dawn. I hate being late and the last one to know about this stuff.  But seriously, WTF. Is Steph Meyer serious? Is the rest of the book going to be filled with shit like that?  God, I hope not. My brain CANNOT handle fail of that magnetude.  I don't even care how it all ends anymore. Bella, Edward, and hell now even Renee can DIAF (or however the hell you kill sparly vampires). I think I can accept Eclipse as the final book because at least Jacob knew to get his ass out of town rather than stick around for this ridiculousness (is that even a word?). 

Lastly, as part of "forced family time" I ended up watching Ghost Whisperer with one of my aunts and Jennifer Love Hewitt's character said something that made me think of Jacob/Bella.  So in this episode JLH's dead ex is obsessed with her and wants to kill her so they can be "together forvever." So she asks her husband to let her be alone for the night and deal with this guy.  The following conversation happens:

JLH: "He's not here because he loves me. I asked him to give me space and he gave it to me."
Dead ex: "How is that love?"
JLH: "That's just part of it. And it's not just the greeting cards, and sunset, and flowers part. That's easy. That's not real. It's about doing the things you don't want to do. The stuff that makes you mad. The stuff you do without being asked. It's about having a friend and knowing when to shut up. You know, I can't tell you what love is. I can only tell you what it isn't and this is not it."

That describes one of the many reasons why l love J/B more than E/B.